it was a day of weirdness

after work i go to wal-mart, i hate wal-mart, but you have to sometime. i did my shopping not think twice about anything i really wasnt thinking at all just in the drone mode. after i decided i had enough groceries i decided to get the heck out of there.

so i go hunt a check out line… what luck a check out with no one waiting in line. i dart over to it and as im unloading the cart. as im unloading the the cashier gal asked me a question she asked “your single arent you?” i look up with a puzzled look and reply “yeah so what of it?” she then says “i bet i know why.” by now i’m curious as to where she was going with this i said “okay, humor me.” i go for more groceries she says “its because you are ugly as hell.”

i stop what i’m doing now look up at her she starts to crack a smile and its not one of those happy smiles …it was more like one of those evil of all evil smiles before i said anything i finish unloading my cart. she continues to scan my items she then says …”see i knew it all you ugly guys have to always come through my line what is it with you guys?”

i answer “you know actually i wanted to go to her line, pointing to the gal behind her, she is much cuter than you, but she has five people waiting in line, and if you are so damn hot explain why you line was empty…seems to me that maybe you aren’t that good looking or there would be at least a lot more males in your line or maybe if you wern’t being such a bitch people would come through your line.” i pay for my stuff grab my sacks and leave her speechless apparently she didn’t have anything ot say after i said that.

you just have to choose

it was weird rained this evening just for a few minutes. i sat next to my window and listened.

Rain . . .

Softly falling down . . .
each drop a symphony of sound . . .
as it hits the roof . . .
tap . . . tap . . . tap.

It can sound just like a sad song with a slow beat . . .
the kind that makes you daydream . . .
and feel sad and sigh . . .
as you think of what might of been or could be in your life.

Or maybe it is a happy song that brings back sweet memories . . .
tender thoughts and special smiles . . .
thinking of someone who makes your heart beat faster . . .
and your laughter ring with happiness and joy.

Or maybe it is a love song . . .
with sweet and soft lyrics . . .
tender and romantic and sensual . . .
that makes you think of dancing in the rain.

Only you can decide which song . . .
is the one you are hearing . . .
which music soothes your soul . . .
and which song you want to sing along with.

Sometimes, you have to choose a song . . .
and the choosing isn’t easy

MoaT (Magnets on a Trashcan)


well since i had a huge post written here im not going to try and re type the entire thing because i dont remember what all i wrote but the basics of the game go like this.

object: try to stick the magnets on the trashcan by tossing them from about 5 ft or more away. (it gets harder the further back you are)

scoring: like this the top part of the trashcan is 2 points its hard to stick the magnets on the rounded top. the mid section is one point it really easy to stick them there. 5 points are rewarded if you can stick it to the chrome band at the bottom on the trashcan.

bonus points: can be added by adding more object such as a fire extinguisher or pan and it up to you to decided the amount of points awarded.

there ya go thats Moat!!

EDIT: to save bandwidth picture turned into link

site updates

if you havn’t noticed yet i added a new section for Guild Wars a game I’ve been playing off and on and just recently got back in it and i plan on playing it more regularly =P

EDIT: there are still a few broken links i know they are there i just hadn’t finished the content for that page yet.

just a sample


well heres a sample of something ive been working on in some spare time if anyone would like to see fullsize message me on messenger or if you dont have me on messenger… email me

EDIT: i changed the sample picture above to a link to a photoshop screenshot of me working on it


Is it crazy?
Wanting my dreams to come true
Sacrificing my time,
For a better life than I grew up with..

Is it better?
Learning from..
People around you,
Books and professors
Being your own teacher
Making your own mistakes

Does it feel right?
To be wrong
To be loved
To be hated
To be crazy
To be..

Do you feel better?
By achieving your goals
From the tears of your enemies
From joys of your loved ones

Just takes sacrifice
Just takes faith
Just brings sorrows
Just allows joy
Just is …

We are all human, we all make mistakes
That by definition is …LIFE…