the next chapter of life …

so less than 24 hours away from starting a new job and the next chapter in my life. I’m still trying to find a house, but thanks to the kindness of two really great friends I’m aloud to stay with them until I get a place. I am so close to getting a house I’m waiting for my bank at home to close a deal that will get a loan out of my name so that i can qualify for the first time buyers stuff. Word of advice: House buying sucks….

also along with this new change I’m changing my lifestyle a bit too. I’m going to be trying to lose some weight two major changes right now is no more pop. its been almost a week without on sip of pop and finally the caffeine withdrawal headaches are starting to go away also I’m cutting my sugar intake as well. However I’m not going to be making the big changes until after Matt’s wedding in June since I’ve already taken my tux measurements.

after the wedding is over I’m starting this:

and I have meal plan to try and follow: a meal plan feel free to take a look at it. I also plan on starting an exercising routine even if it just walking a couple of miles a day.

blue ice?

here are some pretty awesome pics … many of you might have seen them however they are being circulated as a tidal wave breaking the ice ….this is not true it just blue ice just wanted to share them you can find a few more pics in my picasa album.

the corolla …

well took some more shots of my baby and well i really need to get my body kit on and some rims as you can tell my hub caps are gone … i lost one somewhere or it was stolen and i wasnt going to drive it with just three hub caps on!

and yes… my plate says B4D455 … its true im a badass …

so you might be wondering…

My muse has hit me pretty hard tonight two poems WoW! …ive never been so full of ideas and words before. i guess it was just one of those times where i needed to escape life.

its been rough lately with everything thats going on between getting a new job, trying to find a place to live, meeting a girl that has become one of the best friends ive had only to almost lose her to a car accident, and lets not forget the crappy days at my current job because they know im quitting they seem to think i needed to be treated like crap!…

so i just need to escape from time to time into a world free from all the stress and in this “world” i can be as creative as one is ment to be. your imagination is your limit. ill shut my door to my room put my phone on silent crank up my relaxing Hiromitsu Agatsuma lay back on my bed and relax shutting out the outside world. i reach out to my muse to see what she will give me. tonight it was two poems you can read them in the two post before this one … enjoy

to the one who captures my heart

I have never felt this way,
With any other girl before.
The feelings are phenomenal,
To hard to define their meaning.

The feelings that I have inside,
When you look me in the eyes,
And call me baby with a smile.
If only you could see yourself,
The way I see you, you’d know
Why my feelings are so deep,
Why they continue to grow.

When I look into your eyes,
I know what you say is true.
The feelings that you have for me,
May not be as great as
The ones I hold for you.

I can only hope one day,
I can treat you half as
good as you treat me.
Your name is like a star
Shimmering in the night sky.
Your face is like the brilliance
Of the moon on a dark evening.

You are my ray of hope,
My little light of life,
In my own Pandora’s box.
I am here for you now and
Will be here til the end of time.
I won’t let you go, til you
Relinquish me and my love.