My muse has hit me pretty hard tonight two poems WoW! …ive never been so full of ideas and words before. i guess it was just one of those times where i needed to escape life.

its been rough lately with everything thats going on between getting a new job, trying to find a place to live, meeting a girl that has become one of the best friends ive had only to almost lose her to a car accident, and lets not forget the crappy days at my current job because they know im quitting they seem to think i needed to be treated like crap!…

so i just need to escape from time to time into a world free from all the stress and in this “world” i can be as creative as one is ment to be. your imagination is your limit. ill shut my door to my room put my phone on silent crank up my relaxing Hiromitsu Agatsuma lay back on my bed and relax shutting out the outside world. i reach out to my muse to see what she will give me. tonight it was two poems you can read them in the two post before this one … enjoy

for an apirl fools joke…..

http://movies.ign.com/articles/863/863492p1.html

i didn’t see this one yesterday only today after someone had mentioned it that is was a joke IGN pulled. unfortunately i was at work and visiting the hospital to even care that it was Aprils fools yesterday. I have to give IGN props for this one though.

Street racing is a form of unsanctioned and illegal auto racing which takes place on public roads. Street racing can either be spontaneous or well-planned and coordinated. Spontaneous races usually occur at intersections where two cars stop at a red light before they begin racing.

As of today April 1st 2008. I am completly against street racing. I almost lost a dear friend of mine becasue some highschool kids thought it would be fun to street race on their way to school. well one wasnt so lucky running a red light he t-boned a car in the middle of the intersection taht car belong to my dearest friend Tiff she was on her way to the DCCC for class. she ended up in the hospital today. luckily she will survive with only one severe cut injury to her leg and bruises.

the kid walked away unscathed which really ticks me off not only was he stupid and not following the traffic laws, he injures a bystander becasue of his stupidity and get away unharmed.

Now i cant say i have never dabbled in the world of street racing while in hays a buddy of mine drove a EVO Lancer and yeah we often had the mentality that we were invincible. going around the backstreets racing other people till one night he and i almost rolled his car. we went up on two wheels, but someone was watching over us that night and that was the end of it. i havnt wanted to street race again its not like we good or anything we were having fun or thats what it was till we almost rolled a car.

thanks to movies like fast and the furious kids get the idea that they need to street race. Hell even a certain anime Inital D which is about Drift racing which got me into drift racing and got me out in my car from time to time going over the basics of drifting learning how to drift a front wheel car which really isnt a true drift by the way its more like grip racing, but can be just as big a rush as anything taking a corner faster than you should be able too. its just illegal you are breaking the rules and i realized that maybe my life wasnt worth the risk of just getting that rush. my buddy still owns that EVO but he doesnt race it anymore he keeps it covered up most of the time he says its a show car now. laws are now being changed.

As a result, city and state ordinances have been issued regarding illegal street racing. Though laws vary, here are some penalties faced by street racers:
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Its another Kansas wind farm! (click the slide show to see the full size photos)

these things have been popping up all over the place! this one is by Spearville(for those who might actually know where that is) thats two that i know of now this one then the one south of where my parents live i know a third one is suppose to be going up in the hays area.

i like to see these going up in Kansas i mean what a great idea Kansas is ridiculously windy day in day out. why not harness that power … I’m just sad that it took them this long to figure it out!

well i was listening to my xm station Ethel47 this morning going to work. and this song came on

[MEDIA=9]

when i saw the artist name Serj Tankian …i said to my self “WTF! no thats system of a down Serj is the lead singer” so i did some research i guess SoaD has been on hiatus for a good year going on two. i was sad and now they are talking that SoaD will prolly most likely not get back together since all the other members have started solo work or playing in other bands. welp at least i like this stuff Serj is doing. i always thought he was an awesome vocalist.

ok next Thursday im heading out again to look at this house

I got an email from the realitor ive been talking too she said this about this house “It is a very clean house, has 2 bedrooms, bath, living room, eating space in the kitchen, central air & heat, utility room, attached garage & garden shed. She would even sell her furniture because she is moving to Wichita to be closer to her kids.”

for those of you who dont know im moving back into the hays area … i going to be looking at house today.

ok so here is the d-low on everything

House buying is not as fun as one might think ive actually gotten a head ache from it

but im looking at this house

This is a bungalow in very good condition, new carpet & paint, central air & heat, part unfinished basement. Two bedrooms, living room, dining room,kitchen w/nice amount of birch cupboards, utility & bath. The home has steel siding, new roof in 2005, including new decking. A garden storage shed

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For some reason tonight this is all i could think of I’m not even sure why. A lot of things got me thinking about life taking a risk one that can change your life forever. it’s amazing how one simple yes or no decision can change everything you know in this world. i got to thinking really what the difference in taking a risk and making a mistake is… where is the line drawn there.

It’s a gray area really. if one really want to pursue everything in life you have to take a risk and that risk has two outcomes either its a good choice or a bad choice, but even if it does have a good outcome it can still have a disastrous out come in the long run.

every choice; every decision one makes sets off a chain reactions activating the many paths we can choose to take, unlocking those doors. As these paths and doors are opened just as many are closed never to be opened again. one could never take the risk because of this fact. like myself i tend to stay where its comfortable and never try to change those things because it make me uncomfortable.

I recently made a decision that is going to change my life, for the better i hope, but it’s at a risk. I, myself tend to try and calculate (yes i always try to bring math into my decisions) the different outcomes that can happen. I try to think logically about my decision I made. I also forget that i failed my logic class, twice in fact, in college so i should learn I’m not good at making a logical decision. and that most of them I have made are spur of the moment and it has worked out so far.
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RIP Gary Gygax 1938 – 2008

Gary Gygax was an American writer and game designer, best known for co-creating the pioneering role-playing game Dungeons & Dragons (D&D.

he created a whole generation of gamers with out the creation of D&D i doubt the RPGs we have today would exist. Gary went well beyond the role of game developer and became an icon to gamers, appearing as himself in episodes of Futurama and Code Monkeys and participating in discussions on roleplaying-related message boards.

in a 2004 interview with GameSpy and i remember this one they asked him how he would like to be remembered:

“I would like the world to remember me as the guy who really enjoyed playing games and sharing his knowledge and his fun pastimes with everybody else.” -Gary Gygax